I miss my Central loves. Remember when Xanga was the hot ish? LOL ish.

<3

Reading entries from last year make me laugh.

Blahblah blah. Make school end soon. I'm ready for next year.

Ok edit. I just took my calc test. Today I get my RAC code so I can register tomorrow. Uh, I have a C++ test tomorrow, great. I had my calc test today. But what's so great is that I did not go to C++ nor calc at all last week. And the calc test was easy, except for the brain fart that made me forget how to do the rate of change (f '(x)/f(x) duh). Anywho. I hate the show Yo Momma. I hate Wilmer's accent, it seems to commercialized. I like to purposely tick people off by doing trivial things. Such as wearing the colors of a certain organization in which I have no interest in, ...well let me change that. I wear outfits that just happen to have the colors of that certain organization and it ticks the members off. Colors are colors. Get over it. Anyway, so all the Greeks, well NPHC Greeks are having their weeks and it is Zeta Phi Beta week, and so yea. I can't wait til next year because I got a good lottery number and I get my choice of housing = single room. = No roommate. Sweet. Aww is there trouble in paradise? It's weird how emotions from a year ago are definitely non-existant. Funny how things change. Funny how friendships end. Funny how I don't care. Ok, so this is my monthly ramble, expect the next one around Mother's day, when I'll be back in the Lville for summer. Well I'm fabulous and people can't seem to recognize that. Uhh...I think I'll go to the caf and eat some bacon. Since I love to eat like a million times a day (but still am under 130 pounds, go figure). Then it's time for the 5 minute trek out to the EGR building for advising, awesome. Ok, bye love you.

Update for February

You are losing control. You are definitely not the same person you were in May. Or anytime before August for that matter. Is this your way of controlling your problems? I swear, he is not the only one who sees you slipping out of control. You were getting yourself back together, but now you're one big WTF. Please come back...to the way you were, the way everyone loved.

Hmm...anywho. Update. I'm...my own roommate. Madly in love with my boyfriend. Not related to my father. Not going to be an RA next year. Excited about next year. Ready to go to sleep. Ready for Spring Break. Loving my lomo cameras, but hates Walgreens photo service. Still in love with jazz. Fire & Ice Ball on Friday, I'm geeked!

Ok, bye.

and a month later, things have changed...again.

well not really. my break is nearing it's end (well today basically ends it) and i am looking forward to returning to mercer. even more so than i was looking forward to going home. i had fun with my pals for three weeks, but now i miss my wonderful boyfriend & (play) sister & brother. tomorrow, we shall all be together again, the semester shall return on tuesday, and the engineering race for success shall begin. with 3 new cameras, plenty of film, & a new look on this semester (which will be mine - to own and set the beginning standard for semesters to come)...i can truly say i am ready for this year, being 2006, and all that it has in store.

..so until then...